so. i don't have anywhere "safe" but here to say any of this, and this isn't typically what I use my journal here for, so I'm sorry, but I just need to let it out.
I am having a severe issue with understanding the concept of love. and i will break down why, but for the most part, it has to do with my mental issues.
first off, i have a friend who, for the past 4 years, has been VERY adamant that she is a lesbian. ok. i can accept that, i am cool with it. until....i get a 2:30am text informing me that her and an old friend from high school are dating...who happens to be male. now....even that wouldn't really bug me, but there have been